For the last little while I've had a lot on my mind. There's been a lot of changes and a lot of stress. I hate school; I hate my classes and I don't like Utah State. I feel super stressed and really sleep deprived all the time. I'm poor. I don't have much of a social life. I don't like working in the admissions office. I don't like not being able to see Curtis. I don't like my flaws and my faults. But today in institute, my scriptures fell open to a verse I needed to see. It was a simple verse about the atonement. How my Savior bears my iniquities and knows my sorrows and heartaches. My Savior knows how I feel. And that is what I needed today. There is help and there is light at the end of the tunnel! Boy am I grateful for This Gospel! So I decided to be done with this stupid negative attitude I've been lingering on. I WILL make the best of this semester and I WILL be happy. Today is a good day. I GET to go to school and I GET to go to work. And at the end of a long day, I get to go be with Curtis. How can this be a bad plan? :)
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